You were my absolute best friend for a few years and I miss you tremendously. I wish we could have connected again. I sent message but you didn't see it in time. I can't stop thinking about you today as yesterday I found your name and your sons on a rock wall at the river. We used to spend alot of our time down there tofether. I wish so much we could have stayed best friends...I feel like maybe things would be different. I wish I could talk to you and see your smile again. You lit up every single room you went into. You're such a beautiful soul I hope you can see me from heaven and know that I love you still so much. I hope you know how much I care and always will you'll always be special to me. I laid awake thinking about how clear some of my memories of us are. I just wish I could talk to you again...I'll never forget you.